Hii KiiDS.

well lets see. im not heartbroken. ha. im pissed off. how can a person sit there and lie and lie and lie? i mean seriously lie. until its problem? its ridiclous.

ok so this guy, clamis he loves me and all that. i mean acting like hes all in love until my friends are flippin making funn of him. ok but lies and lies to me still. and is tlking to me, with sum girl in the car. that he tlked bad about? hmm..i went into this relationship thinking this was a Christian guy.

well he lied to me about that. i backslide so much while i was with him. gave sum of my body to this horrible person. and regreted everything. while guilt and shame hung over me. he still said rude, crude things to me.

went into his next relationship told her horrible things about me. bout the things we've done. said he wasnt happy. but yet begged me back all the time. said he loved me at first, but then he stopped loving me. and told her i couldnt trust him, and he didnt noe why.

why couldnt i trust him? hmm. cause him and his little friend sat there and made me cry and laughed at me, because of his little friends internet girlfriend. he told me he didnt love me any more. but then he did. hmmm. next day he didnt want me in his life ne more. next day he needed me. next day he was trying to get back with his ex, for the reason he told me "i heard she went wild, and m/b i could get sum" hmm..that was a horrible thing to say. especially when she dumped him after one month, cause she nvr liked him. and only wanted to go to homecoming. and NEVER wanted him back. o but then he wanted me back...

and why couldnt i trust him?

look at him now, a sick liar. ive nvr heard ne body say these things. NO WONDER I COULDNT TRUST YOU.

o and trying to make me believe you loved me? while you were still tlking to that girl. dude no wonder i nvr acted excited. cause i wasnt stupid. call on Jesus boy, thats the only person who will care bout you right now. but he claims hes saved, but he just cant stop "hurting" people. if you were saved you would be TRANSFOMRED and wouldnt do these sins. or you would feel guilt and shame. which honestly and obviously you dont.

this kidd keeps tlking bout me. but its alright he noes wats coming and hes a coward. and he noes he is. so yea dude shut your mouth! cause your opening a BIG deal you could never handle.

ooo and the air force? hmm...wonder wat he'll do bout that?

me and my friend were sitting here tlking when all this crap happened. yes, i was laughing...shes great and makes me realized alot.

i KNOW im to good for this boy. my family is. my friends are. my family took him in as if he were they're own. im to beautiful for him...o but he claims i let myself go? no i didnt dress up for you when all you wanted to do is feel on me. ive had a wonderful guy who cared a bunch for me. he was talented, cute, sweet, true Jesus lover. thats the guy i deserve. i play softball i got good talent in it, i want a great guy to watch me play that. HE didnt deserve to. i have alot of friends, im outgoing. im involved with my church, i can do dramas. BOY YOU DIDNT DESERVE ME, && YOU KNOW IT.

he'll regret everything. its not my judgeing its Gods. love never fails. he doesnet noe wat love is. and prob. never will. and thats his own fault. sry boy i tried, you failed.

All That Matters Is Knowing You, Jesus.